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woohooo!

we won our playoff game today ! on to the next one thursday ! (:

you make me crazy.

after everything that happened earlier this year, youve left me nothing but to have mixed emotions towards you. youve hurt me more than a person has ever hurt me. you left me as if it were no big deal and i meant nothing. you were my best friend, my brother.. you backstabbed me and i would have never expected it from you. Worst of all, i still love you. in fact, i truly believe i will never stop loving you. We rarely talk anymore.. we go months without saying one word to each other meanwhile we couldnt go 5 minutes without talking to each other then. The adjustment was nearly impossible for me because you mean so much to me but i knew i had no choice. Eventually things began to ease up a little bit but they were still difficult. I kinda just tried to imagine you didnt even exist because it was the only to prevent myself from getting upset. Believe it or not, it actually helped and i moved on and life went on. now when we speak, even though its usually only 10 minutes tops, i get the feelings back that remind me how much i love you but i mainly feel crushed because i know its nothing like our old relationship and that you arent even my brother anymore. It reminds me of how much you fucked me over. it reminds me of how much you made me laugh. it reminds me of all the deep talks we had. All the times we got each other through some of the worst shit in our lives.

It reminds me of how badly i actually miss you.